weird post title? well, it is. i just come out with this tittle because i've lunch with my sister.
so here we go..
this afternoon i went to steak cafe with my sister cuz she insist wanna try their steak. so i accompany her. and then i see a couple. they seems so sweet and enjoy their food. the first thing that come across my mind is.. when will i become like them? "STUPID" yea, i know it. but its been like 2 years since im not gonna intend to have a relantionship with guys but.. sometimes i feel lonely thou im with my girls or with my family. having someone special in out side than not having them seems to be different. so i think i should find that "someone special for me" but...
i dont need a man who's always could hang out with me,shopping with me, hang out with me or someone who can always pick me up 24/7 but. i rather have someone who can understand me and always be there for me for 24/7. that always is for.. keeping me, not leaving me alone and really someone that i can talk to like my buddy. so i want someone that can be my love also can be my best friend. but in this past 2 years i just can't find them TT
well, stupid dear-diary session is just up here.
anyway, the steak is just good. i ordered chicken steak with pepper and mushroom. and its sooo good. also the orange float soda. i just can't count my weight anymore. ww
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